My babies, my loves.   I'm alreadby dead.  I'm sorry I didn't protect you . I'm sorry I didn't protect you. You two are the ONLY FUCKING that matters to me.

Your're my babies.  My love. My heart

I died when I came back from China. I don't want a fucking thing from anyone. I did it all on my own. 


I miss you
  Robert and Abbi.  I failed you.

I miss you infinity.

I should have never listened to that fucking quack.  My love, you're not dead.  

I made a mistake.  

I WILL GO BACK TO YIWU AND BRING YOU BACK HOME MY LOVE.

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