The Beginning of our Beginning
So, this Blogger account is going to be used as my journal. I plan on encouraging Collet to do the same instead of hand writing but seeing she prefers to hand write things I imagine I'll be doing it alone lol. To start at the beginning of this new beginning.... Collet and I met just before Valentines day 2020 and on Valentines Day we had our first kiss and instantly knew in our souls that we were destined for each other. The following year we saw each other on one "vacation" in June and wasn't until the start of 2021 did we start talking again. She was in PA completing rehab and I was a drunken mess once again. I told her I needed her (a first for me to ask for help) and within a week I was picking her up to come home. Now, we both know what we felt, feel and currently feel and it's hard to explain to someone who hasn't experienced it. We are BOTH are seriously mentally fucked people. I don't think either one of us hid it. But our.... "issues&q