Shame

 I can't get over the fact that I lost you. I never got over losing your sister either.

I knew Erin had connections to stop me from helping my daughter, your sister.

Your mother had the sheriff's.

The only thing I know for sure is I've created two of the most brilliant children that will ever existed.

Told you brother I dreamed about you before you were even born. And you are everything I ever hoped for. I want you to change the world.

I know I keep repeating myself but I hope it's eventually going to sink in. 

I love and miss you babies.  YOU'RE the only fucking thing I'll EVER care about.  Robert & Abbi 143 for life.